Striving, nevertheless surviving, proud to say i have lived until this very moment.. I had endured countless disasters, tragedies and catastrophes, there are still many to come.. i CAN conquer this, and then RULE!

fine i believe this is crap.. just to encourage myself and motivate.. prices are high, times are bad.. but life still goes on.. why? nothing can be stopped.. this is just the way it will stay forever.. but some things really cant be changed... fate sometimes isnt true, and being auspicious and suspicious of someone isnt going to change.. the potential ability of the person's trust in you will stop.. so i say never distrust a person even if he has done wrong.. why? chances are, he may backstab you, causing the pain to be worth thousands of years.. prominent and efficient stabs can cause sharp, yet blunt pain. They can leave a scar so deep that it can never be a scar anymore.. never be healed.. maybe you may even die.. chances are if you die, your funeral will be goddamned fucking boring cause theres no one to visit you and laugh at your freaking lifeless, useless corpse...

second, never insult anyone, insults are never meant to be temporary.. it was basically, and technically, meant to last. insults may not seem to hurt if you say it.. but look closer the next time.. pain will ensue, enhancing the problematicness of the person.. so never , must never, always never insult a person, even behind his back.. it may even hurt so bad he might spend the next, prolly 20 years in '''''mental''''' hospital..(note the many apostrophes) in the mental.. even after that, try some pardoning from the person, you will never succeed because death is literally written all over your face already

what i have posted is basically to remind you never do things on purpose.. even if times are hard, still go ahead... cause im here, feeling ansphyxiated.. no fixtations available.. just hope.. just hope...............

Striving, nevertheless surviving, proud to say i have lived until this very moment.. I had endured countless disasters, tragedies and catastrophes, there are still many to come.. i CAN conquer this, and then RULE!

fine i believe this is crap.. just to encourage myself and motivate.. prices are high, times are bad.. but life still goes on.. why? nothing can be stopped.. this is just the way it will stay forever.. but some things really cant be changed... fate sometimes isnt true, and being auspicious and suspicious of someone isnt going to change.. the potential ability of the person's trust in you will stop.. so i say never distrust a person even if he has done wrong.. why? chances are, he may backstab you, causing the pain to be worth thousands of years.. prominent and efficient stabs can cause sharp, yet blunt pain. They can leave a scar so deep that it can never be a scar anymore.. never be healed.. maybe you may even die.. chances are if you die, your funeral will be goddamned fucking boring cause theres no one to visit you and laugh at your freaking lifeless, useless corpse...

second, never insult anyone, insults are never meant to be temporary.. it was basically, and technically, meant to last. insults may not seem to hurt if you say it.. but look closer the next time.. pain will ensue, enhancing the problematicness of the person.. so never , must never, always never insult a person, even behind his back.. it may even hurt so bad he might spend the next, prolly 20 years in '''''mental''''' hospital..(note the many apostrophes) in the mental.. even after that, try some pardoning from the person, you will never succeed because death is literally written all over your face already

what i have posted is basically to remind you never do things on purpose.. even if times are hard, still go ahead... cause im here, feeling ansphyxiated.. no fixtations available.. just hope.. just hope...............